the bandersnatch was harder to ride then I thought, and saffron caught me, she had the other one with her too, she knocked me off and yelled at me agian, then she ran away with both of them, I jumped on a horse and found them in a clearing just in time to see the two beasts fighting, but thats not the weirdest part, saffron was laughing at them fighting, poor pierce was getting destroyed, but saffron kept on letting them fight, she was about to leave so I moved fast back to the castle. Iam starting to worry about saffy.
I think saff suspects me, but I can't help it, my curious nature is so over powering, miles says it will end me one day, but as a joke. I think he might be right though, I am a bit afriad of my sister after I saw her, well, you know what I am talking about diary. gotta go, saff is doing something weird agian, I have to follow her.
I saw saff today, but she didn't want to talk, infact she was hidding something behind her back, when she walked away I saw a small spot of gold paint on the ground. My sister is hiding something from me, and I don't know why, I swore never to spy on my sisters when I started investigating things, but this is just too weird.
Saffy came home today, and she was covored in cuts. I laughed because she looked funny, like she was a brave strong warrior, but then erin started to cry and saffron decided to play hide and seek to cheer her up. Mommy wasn't very happy. I am glade I didn't go to aunties, I get cut all the time in the forest, but not how saffy was, I kept imagining her fighting off a jabberwocky, like the knight in my story books.
I was walking through the castle earlier and I found a secret room. no one knows about it, infact to open it you have to say a password, which I had found in a book nearby the room. I stole the book and put it into the room so no one but me can get in it. I have already read alot of books that no one but me has read for probably 100 years. there is this one I am reading about a brave knight who killed some creature called a jabberwockey, and there is another section to the room but I don't know the password to it. I'll try to find it in these books.
I FOUND THE PASSWORD! it was so obvious, the password was the name of the aurthor for the only books not on the shelfs when I went in first, I noticed it was the same author so I tried it and it worked. you'll never guess what I found in there too, it was the vorpal sword, from my stories, The blade that beheaded the jabborwockey, I am having miles train me in sword fighting now, he had heard stories of the vorpal blade when he was in the orphanage, it was a great sword that was wielded by the strongest of warriors, and now it is mine.
july 17-age 8
WHY CAN'T I DO THIS. The vorpal blade is supposed to have special abilities, but so far all I have done with it is get a gash on my cheek, which Saffy questioned me about (I didn't tell her anything, but miles told mommy that I had been playing in the forest and a sharp branch swung back and cut me.) if it wasn't made of diamond I am sure I would have broke it by now.
mom pulled me aside today and told me something amazing, she said that saffron might be living with auntie soon, and not just for a visit, she said aunt redd asked for her to be her heir since she had no children. mom told me she would do every thing she could to keep saffron from doing so, put it was entirely her choice, so I might become the next in line for mothers crown. I don't want this, I want to live in the forest, and explore. I want to be the first woman to discover a beast, or kill a monster, or locate a hidden temple full of long forgotten treasures. I don't want to be a stinking queen, my sister better not leave me here.
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if possible could you copy and paste that in mine, i'm on my dsi at the moment... can't copy or paste e_o took ages to type out,
if you do i'll delete this one XD if not i'll wait till tomorrow and do it myself~)
Mother said that it was diffinent that saff would be with auntie, so she is secretly nameing me as heir, so as not to make saffron angry, I think mother fears her, I have never questioned one of my judgements when I see someones eyes I am usually right. This though, it is just to horrible a thought, to be afraid of your own daughter, so much that you would take ownership of the kingdom from her.
january 19-age 16
after saff came home with the card dress she was wearing, a sign of royalty in the kingdom of cards, mother had a dress made for me, but I can't wear it till I get crowned, which will be after saff leaves for good. so she can't know until she sees me ride into the kingdom of cards to renew the treaty with my auntie. to ensure peice each new owner of the crown has to sign a treaty saying that they, like the person before them, will respect the judgement of the other kingdom. I am a bit scared to ride in for what my sister will think of me, but at the same time a bit anxious, all my life saff has been the one who was going to rule me, now it is the other way around. I leave you with one final thing to say, mother is planning on retireing as soon as saff decides to leave for good, so she has many knights watching her during the day. in secret ofcurse.
saff isn't going to leave, good I can finally work on my true dream, I want to be the greatest warrior in the country, and miles has helped me master the sword. Now there is just one thing to do, I have to do what saff did all those years ago. I have to kill someone, taste blood. I am scared and yet excited at the thought.
I was gonna write that my sister left today, but something else happened. I killed him, a man was alive one second and the next, he was dead. I did that, it felt better then killing an animal, I used to kill animals all the time with my knife that I kept for security, but a human is different, it is a whole new level, and animal is like a small slice, a human is the whole damn cake. miles told me that I had a strange mind, wanting to kill for the feeling of it, he said that I need to learn to control my impulses, because I usually let them control me. He thinks that just because I live on impulse my new ability to kill is going to turn me into some sorta monster, worse then saff.
augest 18- age 16
I visited my sisters today, but like always she thinks I am weak. I will show her one day. looks like theo fixed my desk while I was gone, I wonder how he did it? oh well a question for another time.