( I dont know how this will turn out but what ever.)
Sitting in my room all alone. As time goes by my mind starts to disappear into the darkness. A darkness... A darkness that has swept over my body over the course of my life. In order to keep my sanity I have to open the windows, the doors and let light in. I have to embrace it because the light is the only thing keeping me going. It fills the emptyness I feel within me. I go places everyday, surrounded by people, Yet I feel alone no matter whos around. I feel out of place, like a cat surrounded by dogs. No one can understand how I feel. I go home everyday, giving up on life. Giving up on my very own existence. I lay down in bed feeling that same darkness every night. Its a leech that has sucked my life away and utterly consumed it. I am close to quiting... I dont care anymore. Im pass the point of help, pass the point of redemption.... Ill let this darkness win. I give up... You can have my mind, my body. The darkness is all I have left.
( its short but it got the job done. xD)
Edited at Tue Apr 3, 2012 9:14:01 AM
To remove oneself from the equation. To know that as long as my eyes are black; I'll never lose.